Melissa:
My name is SSG David Bowman. I am the author of the "I am Tired" post and Matty for B5 bounced your e-mail to me looking to reprint the article. You have my permission and I will include it with this e-mail (unless you already have it)
I will tell you the reason I wrote it was that I was sitting outside the USO at Bagram Airbase, waiting to board my flight to Kuwait to go on leave to see my family. I am sitting there with a good friend from the Kansas National Guard (I am a guardsman too) and we are listening to this young woman (probably between 18 and 22 years old) and she is telling this story to a couple of 10th Mountain soldiers who I heard tell her that they were from out by Jalalabad. These guys had been in quite a bit more shit than I had in Afghanistan and she is talkinga bout having to take 5 of some pill each day because she was on 1 convoy where she heard over the radio that the convoy might be taking sniper fire.
It just set me off you know. I had spent the better part of 7 days at Bagram where I had a LT Col. stop me because I did not get my left hand out of my pocket fast enough when I saluted him (no hands in the pockets while saluting) and walking past the safety office where the lighted reader-board (yeah really) had a message about wearing your reflective belt.
But mostly, I needed to vent. If you want, I can include a small explaination on each one of these with examples of what I was talking about. Don’t know if it would be helpful to the book, but if you want, let me know.
Anyway, here is the attachment. Good luck!
"I have sworn upon the altar of God, eternal hostility against every form of tyranny over the mind of man."
B5:
This is my Warrior’s Manifesto. I am not just another soldier here in Afghanistan. I am I am over here to help defend my country against the Islamofascists. I am about 3 f’ing inches from the Pakistani Border. I don’t know what the guys face in Iraq, because I have yet to deploy there. My Army National Guard Unit has been deployed 3 times overseas since 9/11. This is our third trip to the Middle-East. I have to say that we face danger on a constant basis where I am at.
Not long ago, I was going on leave to go home and see my wife and son, who I had seen all of about 2 months last year because of this deployment, I was waiting to get on my plane to Kuwait and I heard the story of a junior enlisted female in the US Air Force, as she was telling it within earshot of me, of how the only convoy she had ever been on outside the safety of the airbase may have received some sniper fire, but she wasn’t sure because she never actually heard the shot, but she heard someone say it on the radio as they were moving. As a result of this calamity, she had to go to the Combat Stress clinic (yeah no sh*t) and get medication to calm her nerves. She said she was taking 5 pills a day. Her story did little to impress those of us standing nearby who have actually been shot at, and knew it. It was laughable to say the least.
But for me, that did it. I went over the edge. I just walked away and decided that it was time to tell someone how I felt about all of the Bovine Scatology surrounding our fight against Islamofascism in the Middle East that seems to affect how we get the job done.
I thought it might free some souls and ease some minds if others saw it and had a chance to ruminate on it and know that they are not alone and that many other soldiers feel this way.
SSG David Bowman
Things that I am tired of in this war:
I am tired of Democrats saying they are patriotic and then insulting my commander in chief and the way he goes about his job.
I am tired of Democrats who tell me they support me, the soldier on the ground, and then tell me the best plan to win this war is with a “phased redeployment” (liberal-speak for retreat) out of the combat zone to someplace like Okinawa.
I am tired of the Democrats whining for months on T.V., in the New York Times, and in the House and Senate that we need more troops to win the war in Iraq, and then when my Commander in Chief plans to do just that, they say that is the wrong plan, it won’t work, and we need a “new direction.”
I am tired of every Battalion and Command Sergeant Major I see over here being more concerned about whether or not I am wearing my uniform in the “spot on,” most garrison-like manner; instead of asking me whether or not I am getting the equipment I need to win the fight, the support I need from my chain of command, or if the chow tastes good.
I am tired of junior and senior officers continually doubting the technical expertise of junior enlisted soldiers who are trained far better to do the jobs they are trained for than these officers believe.
I am tired of senior officers and commanders who fight this war with more of an eye on the media than on the enemy, who desperately needs killing.
I am tired of the decisions of Sergeants and Privates made in the heat of battle being scrutinized by lawyers who were not there and will never really know the state of mind of the young soldiers who were there and what is asked of them in order to survive.
I am tired of CNN claiming that they are showing “news,” with videotape sent to them by terrorists, of my comrades being shot at by snipers, but refusing to show what happens when we build a school, pave a road, hand out food and water to children, or open a water treatment plant.
I am tired of following the enemy with drones that have cameras, and then dropping bombs that sometimes kill civilians; because we could do a better job of killing the right people by sending a man with a high powered rifle instead.
I am tired of the thousands of people in the rear who claim that they are working hard to support me when I see them with their mochas and their PX Bags walking down the street, in the middle of the day, nowhere near their workspaces.
I am tired of Code Pink, Daily Kos, Al-Jazzera, CNN, Reuters, the Associated Press, ABC, NBC, CBS, the ACLU, and CAIR thinking that they somehow get to have a vote in how we blast, shoot and kill these animals who would seek to subdue us and destroy us.
I am tired of people like Meredith Vieria from NBC asking oxygen thieves like Senator Chuck Hagel questions like “Senator, at this point, do you think we are fighting and dying for nothing?” Meredith might not get it, but soldiers do know the difference between fighting and dying for something and fighting and dying for nothing.
I am tired of outdated training, out of touch general officers, and defense officials who just don’t “get it” on what it takes to win.
I am tired of hearing multiple stories from both combat theaters about snipers begging to do their jobs while commanders worry about how the media might portray the possible casualties and what might happen to their career.
I am tired of hearing that the Battalion Tactical Operations Center got a new plasma screen monitor for daily briefings, but rifle scope rings for sniper rifles, extra magazines, and necessary field gear were disapproved by the unit supply system.
I am tired of out of touch general officers, senators, congressmen and defense officials who think that giving me some more heavy body armor to wear is helping me stay alive. Speed is life in combat and wearing 55 to 90 pounds of gear puts me at a great tactical disadvantage to the idiot, mindless terrorist who is wearing no armor at all and carrying an AK-47 and a pistol.
I am tired of soldiers who are stationed in places like Kuwait and who are well away from any actual combat getting Hostile Fire/Imminent Danger Pay and the Combat Zone Tax Exclusion when they live on a base that has McDonald’s, Pizza Hut, Subway, Baskin Robbins, an internet café, 2 coffee shops and street lights.
I am tired of senior officers and commanders who take it out and measure every time they want to have a piece of the action with their helicopters or their artillery; instead of putting their egos aside and doing what is best for the grunt on the ground.
I am tired of senior officers and commanders who are too afraid to tell the truth about what they need to win this war to their bosses so that the soldiers can get on with kicking the ass of these animals.
I am tired of Rules of Engagement being made by JAG lawyers and not Combat Commanders. We are not playing Hopscotch over here. There is no 2nd place trophy either. I think that if the enemy knew some rough treatment and some deprivation was at hand for them, instead of prayer rugs, special diets and free Korans; this might help get their terrorist minds “right.”
I am tired of seeing Active Duty Army and Marine units being extended past their original redeployment dates, when there are National Guard Units that have yet to deploy to a combat zone in the last 40 years.
I am tired of hearing soldiers who are stationed in safe places talk about how hard their life is.
I am tired of seeing Infantry Soldiers conducting what amounts to “SWAT” raids and conducting the US Army’s version of “CSI Iraq” and filing out forms for evidence when they could be better used to hunt and kill the enemy.
I am tired of senior officers and commanders who look first in their planning for how many casualties we might take, instead of how many enemy casualties we might inflict.
I am tired of begging to be turned loose so that this war can be over.
Those of us who fight this war want to win it and go home to their families. Prolonging it with attempts to do things like collect “evidence” or present whiz band briefings on a new plasma screen TV is wasteful and ultimately, dulls the edge of our Infantry soldiers who are trained to kill people and break things, not necessarily in that order.
We are not in Iraq and Afghanistan to build nations. We are there to kill our enemies. We make the work of the State Department easier by the results we achieve.
It is only possible to defeat an enemy who kills indiscriminately by utterly destroying him. He cannot be made to yield or surrender. He will fight to the death by the hundreds to kill only one or two of us.
And so far, all of our “games” have been “away games,” and I don’t know about the ignorant, treasonous Democrats and the completely insane radical leftists and their thoughts on the matter, but I would like to keep our road game schedule.
So let’s get it done. Until the fight is won and there is no more fight left.
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